I feel like I have learned so much,
In just a few short months,
Every time I spend time with you,
Finding it hard to leave your side.
I'm afraid of this new feeling,
It grows deeper in my heart,
My heartbeat quickens,
With every visit you bring me.
I start to feel worried,
My head rushes up when you leave,
Tears feel like they burn down my face,
Yet nothing is actually coming out.
Maybe I am afraid,
That we are growing closer,
Could it be that I find sadness,
Thinking how it would be without you.
You told me you would not break my heart,
With my mind I trust you with my life,
Knowing you would never hurt me intentionally,
S
A simple boy of many
Loving down to the touch
Sweeter then a cherry
But no closer then a crush.
Words that haunt me
A love I can't have
To far away to tell you
How much I want you.
Thinking of times
Many obstacles to face
No matter how long
I will wait.
You were the first
Who touched my heart
Stained within my soul
And engraved in my mind.
I keep the letters
I wear your ring
Awaiting a sign
To be your affection once again.
Written in 2003 during yearbook first period.
To move forward or fall behind by grrlnextdoor, literature
Literature
To move forward or fall behind
I can't compose the absent signs before me,
To make a decision whether you were a mistake,
Maybe a misplaced piece to my so called life,
Or just an added memory I was destined to have.
I map out the list of fine and dire traits,
I notice both lists arrive nearly alike,
No gap to divide my choice,
What if I progress on and I am unhappy.
Unsure if I should touch another's lips,
To feel an unusual silhouette around my body,
Leaving behind your scent and grin,
Out of my mind what to do with myself.
Not to look back on what I could have called love,
If I should commit to someone I should not break it,
Cannot be tempted to kiss an
When you say I'm Beautiful by grrlnextdoor, literature
Literature
When you say I'm Beautiful
When you say I'm beautiful,
I feel special and cherished,
A warm numbness fills my body,
My lips curve to reveal a shinning glow.
Your eyes gaze upon me with much devotion,
Deep inside I trust your feelings are true,
My mind wanders no more in question,
I am feeling beautiful.
With your arms around me you expose my true nature,
Weak and unable to fight your touch,
Luring me to kiss your lips,
I know I'm yours and yours alone.
I can't breathe, my heart stops to think,
I'm feeling lifeless, frozen from your words,
The best kind of feeling in the world,
When you tell me I'm beautiful.
She fell in love
with an aspiring musician
As he wrote songs
for her she wrote
Love notes in a notebook
He played her song
for strangers in seedy bars
As he sang his heart
to her she tattooed
His name on her arm
She watched her idol
gain fame, riches, and groupies
As his name glowed
in neon lights she sent
Her love notes in envelopes
His eyes locked
with a girl in the front row
As he sang her song
to someone else she carved
Love letters into her skin
Current Residence: califorina Favourite photographer: haven't decided Favourite style of art: portraiture, bw photography Operating System: windows xp MP3 player of choice: ipod Wallpaper of choice: my photos Favourite cartoon character: the little mermaid/stewie from Family Guy Personal Quote: life may not be the party we hoped for... but while we are here we might as well dance!
Favourite Visual Artist
van goah
Favourite Movies
phantom of the opera, moulin rouge, rent, 300
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
90's music
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allan Poe
Favourite Games
super mario brothers wii
Favourite Gaming Platform
atari, sega, xbox, super nintendo
Tools of the Trade
eos cannon rebel t2/eos cannon rebel xti/photoshop
After speaking with fellow deviants yesterday night, I have been asked to post new work from my recent photo experiences. I suppose it is time to update deviantart and add to my work. So hopefully within the next few weeks a I'll have my digital stuff up from photo in the field, and scanned images from my alternative process class. I'm debating on whether I put anything up from digital imaging considering it's not really producing anything exciting, however I have a few from my bridge series I can post that some may enjoy.
my portfolio for color is complete! i have posted mostly the rest of my work with the exception of three photographs. why are they all not up yet you ask? because i had to save them as tiff files so they could print out on the printer at school and will not open up on my computer at home. so tomorrow i have to go upload it to the computer at school and change them to jpegs and then post them! they are also digital photos! be excited, i am! enjoy and comments please!